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    May 26

    On Ne Change Pas

    30岁的他坐在我面前，宠溺地让我点所有我想吃的东西，随意地聊些过往
     
    说这一年他学习humble的过程，几年前光耀夺目不可一世的男子沉淀出了铂金的内秀
     
    想起几天前在他朋友面前说着他是个多么好的老板，mentor，朋友
     
    他低声自嘲地说是啊，就是不够好到做男友
     
    不知当初的我如果预见到今天的他，是不是还可以那么义无反顾选择另外的那个人
     
    结账的时候我抢着付了，他无奈说我做你老板时可没请你吃这么多饭
     
    我说可是你给我买过衣服blahblah
     
    他翻翻白眼说那才几个钱
     
    我笑笑说，不是钱的问题，是你对我的好，我都记得
     
    他说，你这样说，会让我想哭
     
    最后他告诉我，去接受那个说你有good heart的男人，忘记仗着你的爱而肆意伤害你的人，学习去依靠爱你的人过日子，那是一个女孩子可以得到最大的幸福
     
    可是，
     
    我是如此惧怕去拥抱一些过于美好的东西
     
    面对随之而来的放手
     
    我早失去微笑的能力
     
    有时在醒时我发现自己泪流满面
     
    半梦半醒间看见有些重要的东西越飘越远
     
    而我就算怎么样赤着脚用力奔跑，
     
    都碰触不到
     
    3:22 AM | Blog it

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    Y.wrote:
    我正在学习放弃，学习接受。。。
    June 9
    朵朵wrote:
    就像当初的你预见不到今天的他，今天的你也预见不到明天的他
    和一个人在一起，有时就像一注赌，只是爱到深处，你便不怕输
    May 27

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